Saturday, November 11, 2023

Mes PesnΓ©es

On Truth and Reason
  1. Two questions must be answered: first, does truth actually exist, and second, if truth exists, do we have the ability to discern what is true?

  2. Truth. To live meaningful and happy lives, we must first accept that objective truths exist and can be found through the senses and the practice of reason. Alternatively, we doom ourselves to a life filled with murkiness, indecision, and aimlessness through the inability to know anything. 

  3. We perceive reality through sense and reason. Sense is the basis of all knowledge, for we reason using the information we have gathered through exercising the senses. But how do we know that our senses do not deceive us? How can we know that what we see or feel is really there?

  4. To refuse the notion that objective truths can be known induces chaos of mind, will, and spirit. 

On Indecision

  1. When presented with any choice, we have three options: the decision to affirm, the decision to deny, or the refusal to make any decision whatsoever. The decision not to decide is usually wrong. 

  2. An indecisive person is like a buried seed that refuses to sprout and seek the sun’s light. He is too afraid of life to live. 

  3. We make decisions every day but often fail to consider why we make them. Why do we choose the friends we choose? Why spend our time on trivial matters? What is our purpose? Why choose to sin and spit upon the God who created us?

  4. It is so easy to get caught up in earthly success. A life spent on the acquisition of wealth, the improvement of the physical body, or even the progression of one’s virtue with no transcendent purpose in mind is not a life well spent. We must examine our mortality and remind ourselves that purpose must be anchored to something or someone above physical existence.

  5. 1 Samuel 16:7. “The Lord does not see as man sees. Man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.” God, help me see as you see!

On Time

  1. Like wet soap, always grasped at but never held onto. But not for lack of trying.

  2. It is all too easy to live in dreams of the past but just as easy to be swept away by the future’s tide. 

  3. “I don’t have time right now.” But we only have the time to do what truly matters to us.

  4. The only way to truly waste time is to spend it unintentionally.

On Perspective and Wonder

  1. Spend a year, a lifetime, or a thousand lifetimes studying nature. Choose to examine the natural realm at the largest conceivable scale or at the smallest possible level, and you will be overwhelmed with a similarly incalculable amount of information. For example, take the largest star and the smallest dust mite. Both are interminable in complexity and seem to possess infinite details and features. Both are too complex to be fully comprehended, even by the more complex human brain. 

  2. Our solar system contains entire planets. Our planet is made of uncharted land and vast, barely-explored oceans that extend for thousands of miles beneath the surface. Trillions of complex organisms exist on the earth, each of which is uniquely created. Humanity has studied its surroundings for thousands of years but has barely scratched the surface of knowledge that can be obtained. There are worlds of complexity within worlds. 

  3. Contemplating the smallest atom or tiniest bacterium boggles the mind just as much as trying to mentally take in the expanse of the universe.

  4. How is it possible to feel alone in a room full of people?

  5. So similar. Humans share a common anatomy, a similar ability to grow physically, reason, and a similar capacity to change the world. So different. Humans appear so outwardly different, make radically different decisions, and vary greatly in the scope and virtue of their effect on the world around them. 

On Self

  1. Your values determine who you are and who you will become. If you want to change who you are, first change your values. Don’t just change them on paper. A real change in values should have a measurable effect on your life, the lives of those around you, and your environment. I cannot say that I am going to value speaking in a self-controlled manner over the ease of speaking whatever comes to mind, but not change the way that I speak. 

  2. Everybody shouldn’t know everything about you. 

  3. No business or money is worth risking your life to defend.

  4. Life is already dark with strife and hate. Choose instead to color the world with bright joy and love.

  5. It is all too easy to mistake the absence of vice in oneself or another for the presence of virtue. The two are not the same. 

A Conjecture Regarding Creation

  1. Conjecture: Natural matter must have been created by an unnatural, intelligent force. Imagine the natural realm as a cardboard box inside which everything inside the cosmos has been placed. Somebody must have placed it there.

  2. Consider the cardboard box. Only something greater than the system (existing outside it) could have created it. In the same way that an un-assembled box could box could not be put together by a man standing in the middle unless he reached outside of the center, a closed system cannot be created from the inside, but could by a man standing outside of it. 

  3. So, any origin or assembler of a closed system must exist outside of it. In the case of nature, this means that the origin must have been supernatural. 

  4. Since the origin is supernatural, it could not be understood by humans. It never operated on human terms (i.e. inside the box). If the origin acted in the natural realm, perhaps some muted, incomplete truths regarding its nature could be grasped. 

Our Hunt for the Whole



CALEB is a clay doll who has been created with a hole in his heart. He sleeps deeply atop a work table in a workshop. He has no knowledge of who he is or where he has come from. He only knows that he wishes to fill the hole in his heart.

THE VIRTUES: The gods of answers.

INTERNET: The god of will.

SELF-IMPROVEMENT BOOKS: The gods of human happiness and success.

THE ARCHITECT: The Creator and owner of the factory



Caleb: (Slowly stands up from the table, blinking slowly) Where am I!? Who am I!? Why am I empty?

The Virtues: We are the lords of Answers. You will find the remedy to your pain, the plug for your hole, by searching for the Architect in this workshop.

Caleb: Very well, if this Architect can fix me, then I will not stop until I find Him.

The Virtues: Caleb is walking, but where is he going!? It seems he is aiming toward Computer, Internet’s palace.

Caleb and Internet meet face-to-face, with Self-Improvement Books waiting in the background.

Caleb: (Speaks quietly) Who are you, and what must I do to fill this hole in my heart? 

Internet: I know how you can become whole. “Remove the judgment, and you have removed the thought ‘I am hurt’: remove the thought, ‘I am hurt,’ and the hurt itself is removed” (4.7).

Caleb: So by ceasing to think that I am not whole, I can, in fact, become whole?

Internet: Precisely!

Self-Improvement Books: No! If you wish to become whole, you must work, and “...the doing of something well is better when it is more difficult” (1105a10-12). You must remove clay from other parts of your body, and use the removed clay to fill the hole. It will be difficult, but if you succeed, then you will become whole.

Caleb: I will do whatever it takes to fill this hole!

Caleb begins to remove the clay from his arms and legs and uses it to make a ball.

Self-Improvement Books: You are now ready to plug the hole in your heart. 

Caleb: No! Now, I have more holes than I started with. Besides, this ball is much too tiny to fill the hole in my heart; there is not enough clay in the world to fill it! I cannot fill this hole alone.

[INTERNET exits, DILEMMA enters].

The Virtues: Here is Dilemma, the goddess of Truth! She loves to cause anxiety with her questions. Be wary, Caleb!

Dilemma: Hello, friend. 

Caleb: Who are you? We cannot be friends; we have never spoken before!

Dilemma: No? But I have met you. I have met everyone; nobody exists who is not my friend. If you want to fill the hole in your heart, then you must find your Creator. He can heal you.

Caleb: Very well, then. I will find this Creator, and He will fill the hole in my heart. 

[Dilemma exits the stage]

The Virtues: Caleb searches so vigorously for his Creator! He first looks under a pile of wood.

Caleb: These wood planks cannot be my Creator, but I can see large footprints in the sawdust underneath them! My Creator must have been here, for these footprints are much too large to have been left by a toy, but where has he gone now?

The Virtues: Caleb follows the footprints, and they lead to a dress that has been masterfully woven out of red yarn.

Caleb: My Creator must have left this here, for no toy has the hands to grasp and weave yarn so excellently. He must be a master weaver. But where does this thread lead…?

The Virtues: Caleb follows the thread of yarn, which leads him to a notebook that lies face-up on the ground. He gazes intently at the notebook, in which are written complex math equations in beautiful writing.

Caleb: This writing is so strange! I can recognize some of the figures, but they are far beyond my understanding! They must have been left here by a very intelligent Being.

The Virtues: Where is Caleb looking? Does he notice the Architect watching him from a stool in front of His work table? 

Caleb walks toward the Architect.

Caleb: Sir, who are you? 

Architect: I am your Creator.

Caleb: How am I to know if you tell the truth!?

Architect: Remember your journey. The footprints, larger than the very life you live, are mine; The dress, more beautiful than you could imagine, is my creation, and the math, of which you understood just enough to know that you could never fully understand it, is mine. I, who made you, can fix your hole!

Caleb: Where were you this entire time!?

Architect: I have been right here from the very beginning. 


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